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I'm going home to New York this weekend for the premiere of To Have and Have Not I am very excited! I get to see my family. I can't wait! So far the reviews have been great. People are calling me the next Garbo. I'm finding that hard to believe. I'm no Garbo!
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I'm not having fun on the set of Confidental Agent. The role is not right for me. Don't even get me started on the director. Hawks treated me much better, he knew how to tell me to approach the character. I tell ya Warner was all wrong about this project but the most horrible thing about filming is my Bogie isn't here. I'm going crazy without him! I really can't live without him now! You can call me crazy but I feel what we have is the real thing. I never really dated a guy expect for this guy back in New York named Kirk Douglas. He was an actor. But with Bogie, he's just diffrent. I think about him more than myself. I miss him so terribly!
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We finally finished filming To Have and Have Not and I am very sad. I won't see Bogie as much. I had to see Jack Warner the other day and he says my next movie will be called Confidental Agent. I already read the script and I know I'm not good for this kind of role. I even told Warner that and he just ignored what I said. I am really worried but I'm not going to let it get to me! I have to have dinner at Hawks tonight with his wife. I don't want to go but I should. He keeps hoping that I'll fall for him but I don't have feelings for him. All I care about is Bogie. We keep seeing each other at night and we just talk. His wife keeps getting worse. I asked him to leave her but he won't. I really do believe that we love each other. Here are some photos from the set of To Have and Have Not Image hosting by Photobucket Am I Blue?Collapse )
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Lately Bogie and I have been seeing each other a lot. He keeps calling me in the middle of night. He always drunk when he calls. I always drive to meet him at some street corner and he justs comes in my car and we talk. His wife at home keeps giving him trouble. I feel bad for the guy, she keeps drinking and accusing him of all these lies. I keep wondering if he only sees me as friend or something more? I know for sure I'm in love with him. Filming for "To Have and Have Not" is supposed to finish soon. I'm tired so I might take nap.
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Filming on the set "To Have and Have Not" has been fun! Everyone has been really nice and Bogie is a hoot! He is really nice and funny. We are becoming really good friends. I feel bad for him though. Lately his wife has been giving him trouble at home. So I think he really enjoys the work and company here.

Last night when filming was finished for the day. Bogie stopped by in my dressing room and he said good night and kissed me. I'll just say I thought it was strange that he was kissing me but now that I think about it, I enjoyed it? I hope I'm not falling in love! He is married man! Am I going crazy?

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Well I finished my first day of shooting "To Have and Have Not" and I must say I was really nervous! Here is a picture of me in the first scene! I was literally shaking and at the same time I'm trying not to move my head!

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Hawks could tell I was nervous after the first shot so he had Bogart come talk to me before the next shoot! I must say that did help and Bogart is a really nice fellow!

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Tomorrow is my first day of shooting "To Have and Have Not" and I am very nervous! When I am nervous I can never stop peeing! I have a horrible bladder! I just hope everything goes well!
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Today Mr. Hawks took me to the movie set where Bogart was working. Right now he is working on a movie called Passage to Marseille. Hawks introduced me to him and we had a little conversation. Nothing really happened. She seems really nice. The other day I went to Hawks' house and had dinner there. His wife Nancy was there and she is a really shy lady. It turns out everyone calls her slim and it's pretty obvious why. Well I am very sleepy! I need a nap!
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Well I just finished my screen test! Hawks is very pleased with the results! I think his next movie is called "To Have and Have Not", Hawks had a bet with Hemingway that he could make his worst book and make it a hit movie. Hawks wants me for the female lead and I think he is leaning towards Bogart for the lead. So much for Cary Grant! Oh well! At least I'll to work with a top name star for my first movie! Tomorrow I am having dinner at Hawk's house. The phone is ringing right now so I must go!
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Hollywood isn't really that bad! I really enjoy it here. The clean air and the sun! It's quite lovely! When I arrived in Hollywood, my new agent Charles K. Feldman came to greet me. Charlie is really nice and funny. He made me very really calm. He took me to the hotel where I am staying at and he helped me settle in. After I was settled he told me I had a meeting with Mr. Hawks tomorrow. That made me nervous of course. So the next day I went to the meeting. Charlie was there with us and we all had lunch. I must say it was a good lunch. Then Mr. Hawks took me to Warner Bros. where he is filming his next film. He wants me for the lead. He said I could either be filming a movie with Cary Grant or Humphrey Bogart. I would love to film with Cary Grant! I'm love with him. Humphrey Bogart is great but Cary! I'm in heaven just thinking of him! We'll see how things turn out. I have to do a screen test. I decided to do a scene from the play "Claudia." So I have to leave and memorize my lines. Tonight I am staying at Charlie's. His wife Jean is quite a lovely person. She is really tall and beautiful. It turns out she was a Ziegfeld girl and I can see why. Anyway she did make this wonderful dinner. It was some kind of Italian dish. She said she would help me with my lines. So I bid you my journal farewell!
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